Saturday, June 20, 2009

why do i speak into his silence

why do i speak into his silence

i am not really totally sure

but today i blogged because

i suppose i am speaking to him
even though he turns away
and tries to pretend i am not there

whether you listen or not
whether you hear or not

because i am here
because i exist

because
i have been given the gift of voice
i have been given the gift of words
i have been given the gift of feeling
i have been given the gift of thought
i have been given the gift of making
i have been given the gift of love
there is nothing i have that i was not given
i was created
i am forgiven
i have infinite value
i exist



you may choose not to see me
you may choose not to hear me
you may choose not to feel me
you may choose not to love me
you may choose to pretend i don't exist
you choose

but that does not change the fact

i exist
i am not invisible
i have voice
i have words
i have feelings
i have thoughts
i love
i am lovable
i am forgivable

i am worth waiting for
i am worth "drama"
i am worth forgiving
i have infinite value
i was created
i exist

i am sorry that you wipe my existence from your soul
but i exist

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