mumbling to myself aloud, in public. at times it is embarrassing, but it is as it is.
I know you're expecting art!
It is here, but interwoven / embedded with cyber residue of life.
Tuesday, December 23, 2014
holiday break has lead to decisions, decisions
Saturday, January 25, 2014
killin, I am comfy with that, it's that dang maiming the tree weedbeasts may precure i fear
for as long as I can remember, which isn't long at all, mind of a steel sieve and all, I've a need to be outside for the bulk of my day. perhaps it began when I would whine to my mom that I was bored, to which she would kindly wishfully retort, "well you may go outdoors and play OR...i've a vacuum for you."
this may explain quite a lot besides my need for the out of doors. hmmm. even when I wept the words, I dont know how to stay, it was dragged out under a treed canopy, under the blue, under the light smothered stars.
amen...not to the smothering, but that in this tick finally the day warms. sweet relief from the chill's hermitage hunker down commonly called cabin fever.
hmmmm, well I did drop it where I aimed it but there must be a gravity swell pushing back because I didn't quite get it to drop to the ground. now I've a tad of a wedged pickle caught in limbo instead of a felled tree. hey, at least I didn't hit the hermitage which was a primary goal.
just need to cut a smidgen more at the base of future stump to grant her full release from the magnolia's clutches and let gravity do her trick. ropes in ready :)
STUMP THAT! depickled. secretly I had hoped the fall and clutching would take out the magnolia. not because it isn't beautiful, it is just that it is such a light hog, a total view blocker. the whole point of felling this batch of weed trees is to open the canopy and let more light in.
felling trees and hauling, cutting and stitching tubes have a similar kill and maiming risk. healthy fear is always in order.
all this killing and maiming the local weed tree is hardest on the pup. who i have leash bound because she totally goes in to full fits of hysteria as though the chainsaw was her most feared enemy. her fear may be a tad dysfunctional. so leash bound she remains for i would also be horrified if I laid a tree down on her.

i take two for the day then the cap pops off after a chain lub fill, which is indicative of user error. so I rub the residual spilled oil on my boots and plunk down for a chica muscle, mind and back break after tree number two, my fatigue limit...hence user error on oil cap securement. i can cut more but not big ones, they require focus, a readiness and that healthy smidge of fear.
Monday, October 29, 2012
Monday, June 11, 2012
straighten that!
I thought the top would be the quickest part, slap it down and bang bang with my sweet new nail gun but it seems each board must be pulled or pried as I work my way down each 16 foot stretch. better to put it down straight and take my time then have skewed boards bugging me in the year or decade(s) to come. so I shall push and pry my way to completion and then while I am at an artist residency, i'll draft up my final thoughts on rail/seating system that doesn't obscure the view. really I am just thumbing my phone in the shade as an excuse of a board straightening break.
deck that! safely of course with my big hold "don't put out my eye with a ricocheted nail spit from my gun" glasses! styling!

Monday, June 04, 2012
it will just be one more place to dig and sleep
I am sure she's looking forward to my completing the deck for her just so that she can have even more space for digging and dirty covered snooZing.
oh my pretty little spacer boards and new framing gun, you rock!
oh the joist of it
spot on relative to gravity
Sunday, June 03, 2012
top chopped; sliced and diced
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
even the frig
gets a paint job, though much stinker than the rest. why it was rusted, I don't really know (oxidation process I understand, why this occurred to this frig...shoulder shrug). gray walls, black cabs, galvanized light fixtures built from scrap, and galvanized ceiling fans, white electrical outlets and switches, plumbing pipe and rough hewn oak bed frames with my two nest chairs and pod seat. tis all coming together. at some point I've got to decide on flooring and get it in, but I figure that to be very last based on current planetary instability and gravity surges that debowel my paint cans as they hit the floor. :)
Monday, May 28, 2012
not even satellite can reach the hermitage
well the technician let me know that wildblue would refund me all of the fees.
I guess i will continue my trickle up to the Internet via my smart phone.
Sunday, April 01, 2012
fresh cut.
wasn't on my to do list for the day
Monday, March 12, 2012
I am not going to think about it.
I am not going to think about it
I am not going to think about it
I am not going to think about it
fields green
sky is bluing up
cattle are nuzzling
and I am returning to home depot
because I left with what the guy handed me, a female compression joint
pulled in drive not even debelted
knew I had to travel 30 more for
the male compression fitting
oh undisclosed cursing and tears
stop thinking about it
focus on pretty drive
again
oh yes and i dropped my iphone in the toilet
perk - it was prior to use
oh yes and i drilled my finger with a phillips head drill bit
perk - i don't own a gun
oh yes and i hopped on my monogeared, fat tired sissy bike and road long and hard through the hills like a ten year old on the first day of summer with the wind in my hair and a helmet left behind because i figured what the heck!! and i couldn't check my stupid smart phone post midday toilet drop; it was the best afternoon ever.
oh yes...i got the compression fitting on and it's true, I HAVE A FUNCTIONING WATER HEATER
perk - i wont stink tomorrow!


























